No that's ok, I take time to reply sometimes and I'm glad you had such a nice time with Jos and his family :)
You shouldn't feel bad because of that, I mean it is sad and I hope she gets well real soon. But you didn't know she was going to be sick, you shouldn't feel bad for having some nice time. Most of the time you are there for her right? so no reason to feel bad.
Yes those letters must mean a lot to you, you got to know more about your dad through them.
You did the right thing, even though she doesn't recognize you as her daughter anymore but she surely knows that you care a lot about her. It's not like you have stopped seeing her and all. You haven't broke any promise and it must have had hard for you to send her there.
Wow your books seem to be very interesting, I was interested in writing a book myself but it wouldn't be as great as yours seem to be. I really wish I understood Flemish so that I would have been able to read your books. But next time you're writting a book, write in English! so that I can read it hahaha.
Yes I understand what you mean by love doesn't die. You know it the love of that person will always be with you no matter what.
hahah yes I think I'll let them redo the house :) you're right.
hahah yeah they might be of some use later on, always keep the practical and strong things!!
She still had the letters!!! She must had read them a lot when your dad passed away. I know, I mean that's pretty amazing that she still had the letters well kept, those things can't be just threw away. They are very important, I mean that's how I see it hahha
Oh I see, it must have been hard for you and your sisters at first, like when she wasn't recognizing you two or anyone else. So she sees you as a friend?
I know and I love spending time with my family :D
I would really love to read your book, but that's really bad I don't know Flemish hahah, else i would have bought them and we would be talking about it right now! hahah
You have to translate them! so that I will be able to read it hahaha, but I know translating that many pages is not that cool, but you must translate it Patricia!! ;)
Ok now I want to read them! what are the names of your books?
Yeah i know after a while, you just want to redo all, my parents were thinking about redoing our house but I don't really want them to do it because....i don't know. It seems good as it hahah
Wow from the 70's! you must keep those furnitures hahha :D
A whole week with him! hahaha enjoy your week to the fullest then! haha
No that's on my island, that's at his place haha, he is from Ohio. Must be really wild those cats hahha. No I'm not very lonely, there's always someone with me :)
I have to go, I'm kinda tired, need some sleep. See ya later
Ok I'm back...where was I? Yes you and Jos!! He came with this weekend? you didn't complain at all then hahah.
My sisters are always complaining that I don't play with them hahaha, what am I gonna play with them?
He was talking about the wild cats, killing the rabbits and leaving them like that without eating them, he doesn't like cats haha. I love cats, my favorite animal! Too bad, i'm not allowed to have one haha. Yes it stinks! yuck! hahaha
Oh man she was 8 when that happened, it must have been really hard on her, and you're saying she was very close to him..
I know family is like..everything. I love mine haha we are all very close to each other. And it seems like you have a great one too. And your mom must have been an awesome woman. Does you recognize you when you go meet her?
hahaha yeah that's good they have both traits of their parents, in a way haha. Yes it must be pretty clear that Jos is much more happier with you than his...ex wife? hahha
Yes I believe everything happens for a reason, whether it is bad or good. Maybe he stayed because of his children, they were pretty young at that time right? Yep, maybe if he came earlier you wouldn't have ready for all these and you guys wouldn't have been together now. It's good that he waited, :)
I have read it on your page, you have written some books, i would have loved to read them but they are not in English or French, what's your native language?
You had designed your home yourself? that's awesome!! So you and your sister live pretty close?
hahaha there was no reason for you to look back :D Kealyn told me a little how you two are and it seems like you're made for each other. :) I have to go, I'll continue replying later hahha
hm may be you are right about the cold weather :) but always keep positive attitude :) yeah but some time i do the same thing when i feeling upset hahah but not always:)
oh yes i have seen the movie midnight sun its awesome:)
That's sad, you don't really remember him then. And how old was your sister when that had happened? I'm sure she was a great mom :)
I know what you mean, it was like your father was her everything and he just passed away, she must have felt so lonely for some time. Even though she had you two, it's kinda different right?
hahah well having a mother like Jos's wife, the children must have had been very happy for their father finding the right one. Ah ok, he has 3 daughters, they must be very nice like their father hahah.
Well maybe he was in love with you at that time and he just didn't know it, that happens haha. And maybe that's not the reason why he didn't love his wife, but that can be the reason too. We never know Patricia hahah. I think if you really, truly love a person, the distance is not really a big a deal, even though it makes you wish every minute that he was here with you. hahahha yeah at least he can be there in 2 hours now haha.
You're not an easy one, are you? hahaha I'm sure he had to work a lot about that, before you fell in love with him haha. poor Jos ;)
He is definitely the one you have been waiting for! But now the waiting is over and you have your "Edward" haha
Oh that's nice, that way there's always someone with her. And you visit her everyday you say? That's great. So your sister lives near you? 10 years!!!! How are you going to do that! But then I think I understand, there's your mom and he has his job. both of you have responsibilities and all that.
hahah really? A twin brother? :D
hahah nothing like that, he thinks cats are kinda cruel, like the other times when he went hunting with his dad, there were cats "killing" rabbits, you know what I mean right? and then the cats would just leave them like that without eating them. So for him the cats are cruel animals haha.
ah yeah you are right about your soulmate dont let him go hahah . well i too hope that about your mother and job cause always see the positive side of life :)
yeah i have finished midnight sun and yes after read it i can understand his character more he is perfect i had already read it for 4 times hahah i just love it hahah
hm you are right teaching is an interesting job and i love it spending time with kids is amazing :) ah you are right about midnight sun :) well i dont know much about 70's music hahah but i think it must be good ah yeah according to edward it is aweful:) well i m feeling bad about your job but hope you will soon get a good job:) well i m happy that you
found you true love or soul mate there are very few people that find their true love and you are a lucky one :)
aw i read about your mom thats very sad i hope she will be fine
take care of your self and your mom
sorry for late reply i was not at home well about me um i have just finished my study and now i m doing a job as a teacher i teach2nd grade:)
i have small family my mom, my elder sis and my younger brother :) and they are my life hahah i dont have many friends i m introvert i love music uni like all kind of music just depend upon my mood :)and reading books i m addicated to twilight right now i m reading midnight sun:) i love it :) i m not much talkative may be i m boring but i dont know wat i tell you about me ?
um you tell me something about you and i think your life is more interesting than mine:)
Yeah I think so too, with time I'll become less obsessed with it, hahah that's exactly like a vampire about blood :D
You must have been very young when your dad passed away, yes that's definitely true, your mom must have been a very strong woman, raising you and your sister alone, working plus giving you the best childhood EVER hahah. :) But it must have been so hard for her...
Wow married for 25 years and not being sure if he really loved her, must have been hard for him, married to a person and sure... maybe he has always been in love with you ;) You never know... His children have been very understanding then.
Yes that happens sometimes, people are misguided but I don't know...but it's the right one, you just know it's the right one! hahah I'm glad for you, he found you after soooo many years and you are together, that's amazing!
Yes i read it on your page, your mom has alzheimer, that's really sad... but you go visit her every week? :D
Oh yes I'm the big sis here hahah sometimes it's fun being the eldest but not all the time, yeah I love my sisters a lot and a lot and a lot hahah. I wish I had a big brother, that would have been so cool!
hahaha be sure to look me up if you come here :D
MY boyfriend hates cats! he doesn't like them at all. cats are so cute, how can someone not like them? hahah But he has his reasons hahah.
awww that's nice, she must really like Jos haha.
I'm gonna go have breakfast talk to you later and sorry for the late reply :)
I have read Breaking Dawn 5 times and I'm reading again I'm on the chapter Big day right now hahah. I'm pretty sure you have read it more than me hahah. Yes it's just not the same because you already know what happened but I still love to watch the movies and read the books again and again :D
I think both of you are right, if you're 16 or even 23 and fell in love with a guy, like madly in love and then something happens and you can't be together anymore...you can't say that I'll never fall in love ever again in my life. But if you have been married or have been together with someone for years and years...spend a lot of time together...I don't know like an old married couple and unfortunately something bad happen like death then it's most likely that they won't fall in love again because that other person was there everything. You know what I mean? :)
You must consider yourself very lucky to have met him again after all these years and now you two are together :)
I do talk a lot sometimes, like I'm fascinated by something or intrigued hahaha I can keep on talking but about me hahaha not that much :D My best friend is my cousin and my boyfriend hahaha. I can tell them everything and they know when something is wrong with me, they're like you have to talk about it! hahah
Oh yes it's definitely not the same, big difference! ;)
hahaha ok I'll try...So I really like reading, I prefer books to movies, I love talking with my boyfriend and my friends :)
I have two sisters Aliah and Hanyah who I love to death! One is 10 and the other one is 8 hahah. I'm from Mauritius and there's a village called Notre Dame(that's where I live) so if you ever decide to come to Mauritius, you'll have to Notre Dame hahaha. I don't have any pets, I wanted a Ragdoll but mom said NO! hahah. I'm scared of clowns ( don't laugh) I'm really scared of them haha.
I love music!!!! My favorite band is Linkin Park and I love all their songs. I'll stop here hahha.
That's the reason! because it will be like I have watched all of them, what am i going to do with my life now? hahaha no that's way too depressing. But yes I don't want to watch it because then...it's like I have watched them all, there will be no more waiting for another one to come out. Charley says that I will end up watching it but I'm trying not to hahaha. I know it's stupid :D
Yes that's what I was telling one of my friends, she said Bella would have had a better life with Jacob. I totally agree with that but if there was no Edward, and there is Edward! and he is the right choice for Bella, they are perfect for each other. By the way I read your blog about your view on Kealyn and Trotter's discussion. It's very interesting and I like how you used the example of widows and divorcees. :)
You were disappointed when you got one from Netherlands hahhaha. I know! there are people that write so beautiful, it's like they know exactly what they should say or something...like they gifted ;) Wow 15 pages!!! you guys must have had a lot to say to each other hahaha
Awww it would have been great to reread those letters with him right? That's really too bad... So there was no one before him? if you don't mind me asking haha.
You miss him so much, since he is always there for the weekend. About me...there's really not much to tell about me hahaha, but you can ask me anything :)
yes I have done some roleplays, sometimes it is fun but I'm just not good at them hahah.
I have stop checking out the discussions, don't like them that much anymore. As you said it used to me much more interesting before.
Aww you two went to see breaking Dawn part 1 together, that must have been really nice! I have decided not to watch BD part 2 hahaha. Yep I haven't watch it yet. My boyfriend likes the twilight saga too and sometimes we discuss about why Bella chose Edward instead of Jacob. He prefers jacob than Edward and I'm for Edward, so it is kinda nice discussing it with him. :)
For 37 years! wow! and he found you, that's like a miracle hahah. It's like you two are made for each other! :D
Oh yes it can be dangerous, it's better that he stays home. it's much safer :) hahaha won't complain too much hahahaha
Yeah some are really nice persons :)
Well I have to eat something I'm so hungry! Talk to you later, enjoy your Saturday :)
That's what she was telling me, I have been on this site for like 2 years so I don't really know how it was before but a lot of people have been telling me it use to be so much more interesting and that there were not many roleplays and all. I used to participate in the discussions but not anymore. hahaha really? I will have to check that one out, it must have been funny though, both of them saying the same thing but they were not understand their friends hahah. Yes she told me that she has visited you a couple of times, that must have been nice right? I have made lots of nice friends here too, like Kealyn and now you. I even "met" my boyfriend on this site hahaha well we were friends at first.
hahah yes I take your word, you'll have to come on the site more, it's not that bad you know? :D But there are some very rude people here....not many :)
I'll definitely read your blog and then we'll be able to talk about it. They actually thought you were serious??! hahah
awww only on the weekends? that's sad but atleast it's every weekend right?