Hey savannah!sorry I'm not on much-I have so many things to do-:/,and eah we broke up.:(,I regret it-he's a really nice guy but as u might no long distance relationships don't work out:/,I'm sorry to hear about u and Andrew.:(,,I was really happy for u don't worry-someday u will get ur love story!.-lolx I'm waiting for mine,:),and savannah u needa stop,! U kno tht cuttin isn't right!,I don wanna sound lik ur mom or anything but I have to.:/.,savannah u have no reason go cut and try to riun ur life!ur only 13 years old!,u haven't even lived HALF of ur life yet!yes life can b aa pain in the a** sometimes but life doesn't give us challenges we can't handle,so just stop drinking and cutting and focus on the positive,!u've got friends who love u,a roof over ur head-education-money food clothes and ppl who care about u,:),,just reply wenevr u can,(I miss everyone like HELL too!,it's nice being back with my friends but u guys r unreplacable too:),,
And ik I talked it thru wit Ranae-I guess we're good-idk she wuldnt have hugged me this mornin-but I promise-:(:(,.tht-if we stay friends,.-if u chose to give me 1mire chance,.just ONE-,.I will never EVRR keep a secret again
Look,.-ik u tried,.:(:(:(:(:(,.but if u didn't notice I was trying very hard too,.-I was tying very hard not to run out of tht room and find a rewind button for all of this,.-,.u don deserve a friend lik this-just kno tht I still want us to b friends,.-its ur choice tho
Ik tt a true friend is honest-I there thru thick n thin-,.and Nothing comes in-between them-,.and if ur worried tht imma totally 4get tt u like or liked him I won't,.-I'm not going to hug him infront o u-u deserve respect,.and I'm NOT gonna kiss him,.!,.I won't promise anything bcz I don wanna make another mistake-but yeah,.-u really hit me bad wen u were trying to b optimistic and happy in science,.I -appreciate tht u didn't scowl glare or cuss me out or anything-but I hit hard-,.and-ik ur a true friend cuz any1else wuld have taken the oppurtunity to stab me or somthn,.;),.but-thts me-ur free to think wat u want of me-I wont. Stop u-especially try to change u,.-
Ik!!!!,.I no tht!,.but I also culdnt say yes to Charles cuz I wasn't goin to fake deep feelings for him-he didn't deserve tht!!,.he wuld have suffers more if I actually went out with him and he found out I liked "u kno who",..and I was scared savannah!!,.I was scared u'd burst and be so mad at me-and like I told u-I feel like an ass to have done this,.especially to u
Ik-and ur right,.I'm an ass,..and I myself kno I'm wrong,.I do recall saying I wuldnt date "u kno who",.but I fell for it,.and wen u said tht u were gtn over him tht u liked "the other person",.(not going to name ),.I felt mire--,.secure to Lik " the other person",.but now ik I'm WRONG AS HE'LL!",.I've thought of breaking up with him to b the best friends we used to b-ik ur mad and u have the right to be-if u think im an ass a fake a "B",.I'll understand and accept it,..,honestly I'm speaking thru ma heart,.-I don want this to bcome a "savannahs side",.and"micelles side" drama thing,.I no I don't deserve to b forgiven,..I agree with u on tht,.:(,.I wanted to punch myself wen I saw u cry over something I,.MYSELF did,.-I probably shuld have punched myself-I'd bet I'd like tht,.:):),.jk:),.but I'll understand if u never wanna tlk to me again,.-but also no tht I won't rub the "situation" in ur face or/and start drama,..