~ ` Samantha ; she smiled, and nodded. she understood the feeling, she had to drop off high school because her brother got really sick and she had to work and do online studying while she took care of him. this happen on her sophomore year, things had been hard but she liked a challenge, it seemed weird to others but she never got tired when things got hard.. it was just normal for her to kept trying. " yeah, i grew up drawing clothes and silly things like that so i figured out to not waste my time with things i don't enjoy. " she spoke, her grandmother wanted her to be a nurse but all Samantha wanted was to design. she nodded, " yeah, i understand. you should take your time then. there's no rush. " her voice was soft, she smiled when their eyes met. she took another drink from her coffee. since the cup was now empty she excused herself. and stood up walking to the trashcan and throwing the cup inside then she hurried to the bench. she didn't want anything to get steal, since some people had stole her phone before, she wasn't so careful.
~ ` Ethan ; he smiled, " i think it's a healthy addiction. " he spoke softly, kind of teasing. he wasn't good with this types of things. he never knew how to express his feelings, and he got too reckless. " i had an addiction with them for like years. " he chuckled at the thought, it may be girly to some guys but he truly liked them. they taste so good. his eyes met hers again and his smile grew wider. he wanted to talk to her more but he was too shy to ask her, she was so beautiful. they grew silent but it wasn't awkward they just stared at each other, it may be a bit weird to others but liked to admire her gorgeous features. " uh.. we should hang out.. um some time.. " he spoke nervously, his fingers messing around with his hair.
~ ` Samantha ; she smiled, " the pleasure is all mine. " she smiled warmly, her voice soft and gentle. she nodded at his question, " i'm studying something like that. fashion designer. " she said when she saw his confuse expression. " i love fashion and clothes, it's my biggest passion. " she talked softly, she was happy he was here for some reason. somehow, she could imagine them being friends. she smiled at the thought. " do you study? " she asked, the conversation went lightly, and she enjoyed it. most times she was worried about her little brother since her mom lived on England and left them here. her mom still sent money but she was never here for either of them. she learned to be mature when she was just five years. her eyes stared at his, he looked so friendly. she hoped that they turned out to be great friends.
~ ` Ethan ; he laughed. she was adorable, and very sweet. he took the macaroon from her hand. they touched for like a second and he felt his heart went faster. he shook the feeling away, he didn't want to fall for her, not yet. he always fell in love with the wrong person and he didn't want to hurt her or himself. he smiled at her, " thank you. " he spoke softly, smiling warmly. " these are one of my favorites. " he admitted as he took a bite, his brown eyes stared deeply into her warm brown ones. he couldn't believe how bubbly she was. he looked forward to talk to her more. she seemed like a lot of fun.
~ ` Samantha ; she smiled, looking at him. she shrugs slightly. " they aren't anything too special. " she spoke softly, her hazel eyes met his blue ones and she smiled. he was very attractive. she bite down her lower lip when she noticed he was sweating. she didn't found it so gross. she stared at the sketch, she was finally happy with it. she liked to come here and sketch, she liked to sketch with color. so coming to the park was always an inspiration. she loved doing this, she took a drink from her coffee which was still hot. she looked at him, watching as he smiled. she blushed a bit, she wasn't the most sociable girl, she wasn't the one to talk to guys or anything. but she felt comfortable around him, which made her a bit confuse since they had just met but she liked it. " i'm samantha, by the way.. " she spoke nervously, biting her lower lip.
~ ` Ethan ; he smiled at her, chuckling nervously. his eyes met hers, and he couldn't stop smiling. she was beautiful, that was very obvious. he ran his fingers through his hair. " it's a pleasure, i'm ethan " his voice was soft and a bit husky. he wasn't used to talking to many people, he always shut himself out. he lived for his family. he hadn't had a girlfriends in centuries. he wasn't looking for one, he just wanted to find a friend. he was a very complicated guy and most of the time he said something he shouldn't and people would run away from him. she looked like a very sweet girl so he hoped he didn't messed things up. her bright red hair got everyone's eye, and she looked familiar somehow.
~ ` Ethan ; he was running around the woods, while listening to music. he had woke up early, and since he couldn't sleep he decided to work out earlier. after running for a while he was heading back home, when he came through a strange scent. he then ran towards it, and to his surprise it lead him to a girl. a gorgeous girl, to be honest. he walk closer, not really knowing why. he stopped dead in his track once she turned around, and made eye contact with him. his heart began to race, and he ran his fingers through his hair ; getting a bit nervous.
this is samantha's starter, i'll send ethan's in s bit.
~ ` Samantha ; was on the park, coffee on one hand, and pencil on the other. She came here to sketch, to relax, take her mind off of things. Since collage started she was full with stress, and homework so it was always nice to come to the park and feel free, to ignore the responsabilities for a some time. She was sitting on a bench, sketching, she always wanted to be a designer, it was her dream since little, she had the inspiration from her mom who always went shopping with her, and always had make-overs with her. Samantha is all about fashion, she's trying hard to make herself proud. she took s small break, and looked around, kids were laughing and running – they were having the time of their life and why wouldn't they, they are free from all worries and resposibilities. She smiled as she saw some parents play with them. She always found it cute when guys played with kids, she didn't know why though. She turn her focus back on her designs, biting gently her lower lip. She began to draw it again, not happy with the first look, she did a couple of changes to it then looked up when a someone sat down next to her. She smiled politely and turn hack towards her sketch.
Fionn rolled his eyes at Sebastians answer. "Yes, lets do our English assignment on how much we love sex and freedom." He chuckled "That sure as heck is not going to happen darling." He looked back at him, humming softly as he sat back down on the couch, legs spread as he looked up at the ceiling. "We are getting nowhere with this, and we really need to, and quick. What is it that we have in common, besides the fact that we both think Joseph Gordon-Levitt is hot?" He raised his brows and turned to look over at Sebastian with curious eyes. "Common, something, anything!" He thought for a few minutes as the music drifted through the air. "We both love music." He smiled softly. "We both like music...There we go! Step one is done!"
He smiled over at him. "Now how am I going to draw something to do with that while you write, like the cute little author you are?" he chuckled, licking over his lips and turning to look back at the ceiling. "My thoughts are so blurred right now. Maybe it's because you're way too close to me....but it's kind of nice, yet incredibly horrible because of our assignment." He laughed.
Fionn licked over his lips. His eyes widened. "Stop what?" he brushed over his face, trying to cover the wave of red that washed over his cheeks. "How'd you know about that?" He asked, his voice soft. Fionn listened to the boy, and his words, his blowing growing darker at each word. "Will do, darling." He spoke softly, demure changing as he crawled over top of the boy, fingers brushing along his jawline, tipping Sebastians chin up, and pressing a soft kiss upon his full lips. "I'm not a homosexual, love. But I can pass for one." He shifted his hips lightly, and chuckled before he moved away from him. "Now, all BS aside we really do need to finish this. Freedom is important to me, but what is important to a boy with every last one of his desires fulfilled?" He raised a brow, and smirked at the young man.
Fionn shut the TV off, and walked over to his record player and smiled over at him. "I do know your not a fan of the music I listen to..." He bit at his lip, trying to stifle a chuckle. "but no one can hate Arctic Monkey's, not even you." He twirled the record between both of his thumbs and flashed him a wicked grin. "Besides, we need some music, or else this will be a drag, wouldn't you agree?" His musical accent danced off of his tongue like a symphony. He placed the record down, and music began to drift softly through the apartment.
Fionn closed his eyes and clenched his teeth, jaw muscles tightening. "I'm no-" Swallowing hard he shook his head. "Shut up Sebastian." He took in a deep breath. "Just because I say or do certain things doesn't mean that I like guys." Fionn growled at the way the other spoke about his actions and straddled his waist, pinning his arms above his head and leaning down, breath ghosting over his face harshly. "I'm not a homo, nor am I stupid." His lips quivered softly. "You only kissed me because I remind you of Cameron, so don't do it." He got off of him, moving to the other end of the couch. He felt so incredibly stupid for trying to tell the other he wasn't something, when clearly he was. It pained him to know that the only reason he was kissed was because he acted like his cousin. "You know, it's only been three bloody days since I've been at that wretched school, and already I know you're doing these things because I'm like him." He swallowed, and looked at Sebastian. "Is that why you picked me as your partner, so you could forget about him, or be reminded of him?"
Fionn chuckled. "You picked out Inception first, and we just got done watching that...Now we're watching whatever stupid movie you picked out." He rolled his eyes at the other and began rambling about how they clearly weren't right being partners for the assignment because they could never agree on anything. He felt the others hand on the side of his face, and then his lips brushing over his. Fionn gasped, pulling himself away from Sebastian. "What the heck was that?" His eyes were blown wide, and his hands were balled into fists. "If that was your way to try and shut me up it isn't going to work." He bit at his lip. "I'm not a homo." he growled out, clearly in denial. He felt himself take Sebastians wrists and pin them above his head, pushing him back. "I'm not a homo." He whispered, eyes searching the others before he pushed himself away, shaking his head. It was obvious that he had an attraction towards males, but if anyone related to him found out he would be outcast, and disowned. "I'm not...." Fionn swallowed hard and looked back towards Sebastian.
"If you think that he is in Inception you must be out of your mind darling." He rolled his eyes. "Do you research before tell me I know less then you do, because that is an argument you will not win."He licked over his lips, nudging him with his arm. "I'm teasing you Sebastian, but you really should watch instead of bit__ about where I live." He rested his head on the back of the couch and let out a soft groan of delight. "I don't pay for Dalton sweetheart, my Uncle does. I don't even have half of the money needed to be there, but my uncle was nice enough to send money over from Ireland to the school." Anger flared inside of him at how ignorant Sebastian was. "You're lucky your cute, or else most people wouldn't put up with half of the sh__ that comes out of your pretty little mouth." He leaned forward, and let his hand cup the others chin before he pushed him away slightly. "I don't have to talk about the thing that means the most to me, because the only thing that I care about is getting out of here, and going to France. It's only one more year, but the freedom after that." He smiled, closing his eyes. "Freedom..." He smirked. "America has no freedom. You're controlled by your government. It's truly sad, knowing that many countries are more free then yours."
Fionn bit at the inside of his lip. "They are not. Besides I don't have enough money to fix up the holes behind them. If I could I'd fix everything up, but I can't." He chuckled. "Look at holes in walls everyday or look at movie posters..." He raised his hands for emphasis. "I think i would rather go with posters." He rolled his eyes. "Not everyone can live in a huge house with more then enough money you know what to spend on." He took another bite. This was his favorite movie, and he adored watching it, especially in the company of others. He looked over at Sebastian, noticing the arm at the top of the couch. "Ugh, to many babes in this movie." He smirked. "Leonardo DiCaprio is fabulous, Tom Hardy is stunning, and Joseph Gordon-Levitt is perfect." He chuckled.
After the movie had finished he turned. "So, shall we begin with out studies?" His crisp Irish accent rolled off of his tongue as he reached for Sebastians plate, taking their dishes into the kitchen to clean them off and set them in the dishwasher. "The faster we get this done the less you have to put up with me sweetie, and we both know that would be wonderful for you, so you could get to your other things." He walked back, and sit down with a huff.
Fionn chuckled softly. "Hey, that was a gift." He chuckled. "Nah, I totally have a thing for straight guys with pale skin and dark hair." He chuckled. "Look by inception, all the movies with Joseph Gordon-Levitt are over there..." He began mixing ingredients for their little meal, cooking everything, and making sure that it tasted perfect before he pulled two plates from one of the few cabinets that were above his head.
He set the two plates down on the coffee table in front of the couch and sighed. He looked over the movie that Sebastian had picked out and sighed happily. " Don't you dare say anything about how awful this place looks. I'm trying to redecorate. And don't you dare speak one word about my awful love for musicals, and cheesy eighties movies. I saw you looking at the box when we came in." He smirked, putting the dvd in and sitting back, pulling his plate in his lap and beginning to eat as he movie began.
Fionn chuckled softly, his lips pressed softly together as he nodded. "Well, I'm kind of a movie geek, and I hear there a few new movies playing at the downtown theater." He raised his eyebrows and bit at his bottom lip. "We could go there...Or, we could go back to my place. I have a couple classics, and other movies that everyone should love." He grinned. "I could make you something to eat, and we could try working on our project." He smiled. "Better get it done sooner or later, right, love?"
Back at Fionns apartment he pulled Sebastian up the stairs. "Before we go in, I beg of you not to make fun of my posters, or how there is only one other room apart from everything else." He opened the door to 217 and smiled softly. "Make yourself at home. I'll get something started on the stove, while you look for a movie, or something." He slipped himself out of his jacket, hanging it up on one of the few hooks behind the door. He nodded towards the couch in the middle of one of the walls, the kitchen opposite. A washer and dryer in one of the other corners. "If you need to use the restroom its through my bedroom to the left." He got out ingredients to make omelets. "Should I know of any things you are allergic to before I begin, darling?"
Fionn nervously ran his hand through his hair looking away from Sebastian. "People can't be saved from their demons, they have to destroy them on their own. " He looked down, anywhere but over towards Sebastian's face. The boy had made Fionn emotional whilst speaking about his cousin. "When my mum died Cameron's family brought me in, because they were friends with her and my father, we weren't actually related, but we say we are. I was twelve when they let me stay with them, and Cameron had made me feel less alone. I always tried doing the same to him in his times of need, but he would never listen." He smiled softly. "It's okay Sebastian, It's okay to love someone, it's just not okay to get too attached to them after they are gone." He gave the other a shy glance, eyes watering as he remembered the last time he had talked to Cameron. "That is true, going somewhere might stir something worse up." He grinned, trying to get the other to feel better. "Can we talk about something other then him?" He ran his hand through his hair once more. "Please?"
Fionn sighed, pulling the boy in for another hug. "It's going to be alright, trust me when I say you fall in love more than once. Someone is going to love you back, just like Cameron did." He smiled softly, letting go over Sebastian,and running a finger along his cheek to wipe away his tears. "Sebastian.....It isn't your fault, it isn't anybody's but himself." He looked down, pulling his hand away from the others face. "What he did was final, and i'm sorry that I had to be the one to tell you this." Fionn looked around the empty parking lot, and mumbled something to himself before he turned to Sebastian once more. "How about this.....Lets go somewhere fun, to get your mind off of everything."
Fionn sighed softly, turning to face Sebastian. "Cameron, after your engagement to him didn't think that he would ever be good enough for someone like you. He ran way, scared of what was going to happen, and fled back home. He told me things, things he couldn't tell anyone. He said he had problems, mentally and physically. He was dying, because of the trauma he had put himself through after he left you...and they found him under a bridge in Dublin, dead." Fionn looked away, tears running down his cheeks. "Cameron killed himself because of what he was going through, not because of you, but the demons that he held onto." He looked down, wiping at his eyes, mumbling. "I wish I couldn't feel a dam__ed thing." Fionn refused to look over at his Cousins ex fiancee'. "He's not coming back." He whispered.
Fionn, after composing himself looked back at Sebastian, eyes red, and cheeks rosy. He swallowed. "I'm sorry no one told you. The police contacted your mother after the incident, not knowing your number, and unable to trace it because of where Cameron was located." He bit at his lip, uncrossing his arms and placing one on Sebastians shoulder, pulling him close into a hug. Even though he knew he would probably get smacked for it, he had to comfort his cousins ex. He couldn't sit here, and let him break down even more then he already had. "There's another thing sweetheart, another thing we have in common. We both lost someone we loved this past year." He closed his eyes, lips brushing over the boys forehead as he pulled away. "You're going to be fine, and Cameron is too."
Fionn bit at his lip and shook his head. "If you really want to know the answer to that question, you're going to have to take us somewhere else so you don't do anything irrational." He ran a hand through his hair, his fingertips dragging along his scalp. "You may want to drive somewhere where no one is watching us." He nodded towards the door of the home. "Because someone else lives here now, and I'm guessing the cops are going to get called if we don't book it." He smirked softly, placing a hand on his shoulder. "Come on..... They're coming out right now, and I am not in the mood to get yelled at by a strange old man running at us."