Thomas:Macy, I fall more in love with you each and every day. Before you I had no clue what I wanted in life and now you are my everything. I wake up in the morning with a beautiful girl in my arms that I want to spend everyday of my life with and when I lay down with you in my arms at night I pray to god he never take you away. You've given me a gorgeous daughter and I can't wait to marry you and keep our family growing. You are my world. You are my everything.
Cameron let out a sigh as he sat down, giving Sebastian's mother a smile. "That you for the food...it looks very good." he looked back down, waiting for Sebastian to eat before he took his first bite. He eat almost all of it before pushing it away full. "That was really good. thank you so much." he looked back at Sebastian and grinned. "See. I eat a lot. it's just my metabolism."
Cameron laughed out loud. "No. my house was smaller then this, way smaller. This is absolutely amazing." he giggled when Sebastian's held him close to him and he nuzzled at his neck, smiling. "Anywhere with you is perfect." Looking down at the floor as he mentioned his body again he shook his head. "I am healthy. perfectly fine if you ask me." he looked down at himself and sucked in his stomach, all ribs visible. He un-sucked it, a few ribs showing now. Ah...It's fine." he looked up at him and grinned. "Come on you worried fool lets go eat something." he said with a smile.
"Nothing very special!?!" he dropped the bags and jumped on the couch, a smile on his face as he looked over. "This is more like a mansion! holy crap Sebastian this is the best place ever!" he had a grin on his face that was so childish and bright. He ran over to him and wrapped his arms around his lover, and fiance' smiling. "this is perfect I couldn't ask for something more perfect then this!" he leaned up pressing a soft kisses to his lips, before moving down to pepper his pale neck with more. "Ha, let me take the bags upstairs." he said with a blush before he picked up the ones he dropped, then grabbed the ones from Sebastian, lulling them up the stairs to the bedroom before he came back down smiling softly. "The bed is amazing."
He gave him a light smile and shook his head. "No. I'm fine. I'm not that hungry. besides a tour is more important. we can settle in and snuggle for a while. Then maybe your mother would have food ready. It's not a big deal. I can wait. anyway i'm excited...hurry up and show me!" He giggled out and jumped up. "Come on we don't have all day slow poke."
He let out a sigh and shook his head for a moment. He had tried too make himself more appealing to the other. So he had stopped eating for a while, only when he could no longer take it would he eat something. It had nothing to do with his love for Cigarettes. He looked down at the ground and gave a small huff looking over at Sebastian. "I guess it'll be fine. Common." he pulled more bags over himself before he started walking. "Where should I go?" he said with a laugh.
Cameron shook his head. "Cocky? I was never cocky darling. it was all an act. Now I know you'd rather stay here. and you want me with you. and that's fine. it's all fine. I just...I'm scared that i'll do something wrong. I always end up doing something dumb, that will make you not love me anymore." he looked down, itching at his side, his ribs showing through to poke out at the fabric of his shirt. "Sorry. I'll shut my mouth now...common, lets put them in the guest house."
Cameron shook his head, wiping at his eyes, tears sliding shamelessly down his pale cheeks. He shook his head harder. "I'm nothing. you think so highly of me, when in reality you shouldn't." His breathing was becoming harder to control as he picked up the others bag, giving him a small smile. "You have everything I've ever wanted...but I don't...I don't want to be a burden. He licked at his lips and ran a hand through his hair. "My body is nothing but a broken thing...just like my mind and heart."
"No. I do not wish to be a burden here. Besides...look at me. I'm not meant to be in such a beautiful place. I'm wearing ripped jeans and a t shirt I've had forever almost. My hair isn't perfect and i'm to skinny. this is a place for beautiful people. I'm not beautiful. This is a place for the wealthy...I'm not that. I have enough money to spend a week in a hotel. it's not that much time. I promise...I wont' leave. if you think i will forget it. I won't leave you, I never would. I just...I feel like everywhere my feet touch is intoxicating the room. Every breath i take in there feels like I need to pay for it."
"I'm sorry." he whispered looking down, flinching. He quickly walked outside, biting at his lip. "She doesn't like me...." he said, looking at him. "Maybe you should stay here...I have enough money for a week at a hotel." he ran a hand through his hair. "I'll bring your bags in...and then i'll just get a taxi to drive me to the nearest hotel...It would be okay..i guess."