Cameron shook his head, wiping at his eyes, tears sliding shamelessly down his pale cheeks. He shook his head harder. "I'm nothing. you think so highly of me, when in reality you shouldn't." His breathing was becoming harder to control as he picked up the others bag, giving him a small smile. "You have everything I've ever wanted...but I don't...I don't want to be a burden. He licked at his lips and ran a hand through his hair. "My body is nothing but a broken thing...just like my mind and heart."
"No. I do not wish to be a burden here. Besides...look at me. I'm not meant to be in such a beautiful place. I'm wearing ripped jeans and a t shirt I've had forever almost. My hair isn't perfect and i'm to skinny. this is a place for beautiful people. I'm not beautiful. This is a place for the wealthy...I'm not that. I have enough money to spend a week in a hotel. it's not that much time. I promise...I wont' leave. if you think i will forget it. I won't leave you, I never would. I just...I feel like everywhere my feet touch is intoxicating the room. Every breath i take in there feels like I need to pay for it."
"I'm sorry." he whispered looking down, flinching. He quickly walked outside, biting at his lip. "She doesn't like me...." he said, looking at him. "Maybe you should stay here...I have enough money for a week at a hotel." he ran a hand through his hair. "I'll bring your bags in...and then i'll just get a taxi to drive me to the nearest hotel...It would be okay..i guess."
He shrugged and gave her his real smile. Sweet and shy. He looked down and blushed. "Sorry. I didn't really mean that." he looked over at Sebastian, his eyes instantly lighting up. "Of course. Thank you Mrs. Smythe, this is very kind of you." He looked back at his lover and closed his eyes for a moment. "I'll get them. it's no biggie, just tell me where to go and they'll appear." he said laughing.
He looked over and smiled softly at Sebastian's mother. He gave her a brief smile before looking down at the ground. "He talks about me?" he raised a brow as they stepped inside the home. a small chuckle escaped his lips. "Highly unlikely Sebastian. I didn't think you talked about things other then the new directions, yourself, and how horrible your life is..." he raised a brow and laughed. "I'm kidding. don't take it in a bad way." he pecked the others lips and grinned like the devil, testing to see if he'd get yelled at or hit.
Cameron smiled lightly at him. "Oh, don't you have it so bad..." he rolled his eyes at Sebastian. "At least you have nice things...I have nothing....Just what i brought here.... that's all i'm ever going to have. i'm not going to have a future, or anything....You think your life is so bad, when its one of the best I've heard of in a long time." he laughed. "God...you're so blind...."
He smiled lightly looking at the ground, letting out a sigh. "Ah...my da didn't like that I wasn't like him...HE hated the fact that i was gay...so I just...my parents got a divorce. my ma tried to get custody...but my da lied just to get me for himself so he could hurt me." he smirked.
"Well i guess that wuld be easier. i'm really tight on money right now...and...I would love to meet her...she seems like an okay lady in my opinion." he smiled lightly. "At least she won't be as harsh as my mother, and my grandmother " he laughed. "They kicked me out of the house when they found out and i had to live with my da..."
He chuckled softly. "I know. i can't help it. I just don't like saying meant hings about people. it isn't my fault." he laughed, leaning up, wrapping his arms around him for a moment, before he pulled away. "Your mother? I thought she didn't like me?"
He looked over at him and rolled his eyes. "Common, you know the way around here I don't..." he laughed. "But it does seem as if i'm the one leading." he gave him a knowing grin, licking his lips at the other he moved closer to him, pecking his lips just barely, before pulling away,
"I don't want to go back..." he said, walking beside the entrance of the airport. "I never want to go back." he whispered, looking down at his arm. He bit his lip. "And they weren't so bad...I mean they have really good voices....and they bring back some good old songs....But when they do the new ones..." he shook his head and laughed. "But still. you don't need to be so harsh babe." he leaned up and pressed a soft kiss to his neck.